Okay, so maybe not entirely sober…but still pissed…
The relationship from HELL has actually been decent as of late?!?
Or so I thought…
Apparently, there’s a three week window of actual employment (albeit contract work), and absolute nothing on the horizon, which warranty’s absolute idiocy from my other half.
I know, you’re all asking, “Why the FUCK is she still with this bloke?”
Apparently, I’m an idiot. Also a hopeless romantic.
Had an interview today. It was………………….whatever interviews are these days.
Honestly, I have no clue.
I’m just going to make it easy on myself, and assume I didn’t get the job.
Because I end up getting my hopes up. And after two years…..not really that optimistic these days.
Call it apathy…or simply a shitty economy.
Life, at this point, is random, intrusive and just plain shitty.
Yet, I try, keep plugging away at these mere grasps at sanity…
And I fail. Every time.
I have no clue why. Only that I don’t know how much more enthusiasm I can pretend to have.
I’m awesome. I know that. Duh.
It’s just……..I can’t fucking stand how much BS there is in life. I mean, COME ON!!!!!
And I should probably stop typing now…..
Slightly paranoid about potential jobs reading this…
At least for an atheist….